A Blog about Not Blogging

So, I said I'd post every week. I try to post Monday or Tuesday. It is Wednesday. Since I didn't know if a blog posted post the Wednesday of the week counted as the week previous or not, I thought I'd do a short post about not posting to hold you over (and contractually fulfill my uncontracted obligation) till tomorrow or Friday when I will actually right a legitimate post.

Does it seem odd to you I am unclear about the blog rule that I myself made up? Or is that indicative of life? We make these rules for ourselves that we don't actually understand and we spend a lot of our time trying to understand the rules we just made or the definitions we just gave ourselves. We have no idea what's going on but keep having to consciously tell ourselves what is going on. Seems circular and linear at the same time, no?

Anyway, I am still processing the emotional upheaval that God decided I could handle this week. I think he was wrong. He says he's never wrong and that I've been thinking too much about the rules I have set for myself instead of thinking about the ones he has set for my life. Damn. He's probably right.

Suffice to say, this week should make for some interesting, if not exceedingly angsty blogging.

But, let's be honest, blog-fans: that's what I do best.

I am going to pretend that you are excitedly anticipating...but then that makes me nervous that I will not perform up to your standards and you will be depressed. Ah! Performance anxiety!!! AAAHHHHH!!!

Fine. I'll pretend you don't care. That I, this blog, and all the characters therein mean nothing to you.

Finally, I am alone and miserably happy.

Wait...

You'll be hearing from me soon.