This is Why I Don't Ever Play You Music I Write

Attempt #293 at a Love Song

"Over Analysis"

You just hung up the phone
You were talking to me about marriage
Not in the way where we're talking about being married
Which is confusing
Instead you were talking about it in general
But I am a girl
And so I think were talking about it really

But I shouldn’t really care
Cause we are talking on the phone
I love hearing your voice and about your day
And maybe that is cheesy like a stupid dumb love song
And maybe that is what this is

So we are dating and you live really far away
People wonder if our relationships here to stay
Because you love where you are
And I love where I am
And we can’t decide if together is better
But maybe it doesn’t matter


So ill continue to talk to you
But in my head I am thinking about a million other things
And maybe that is cheesy like a stupid dumb love song
And maybe that is what this is

Sometimes I think about how we are going to break up
And then I am going to be really bitter
And I am not going to want to date anyone ever
I probably will though
But then I feel guilty about thinking about someone who isn’t you
And then I'm freaking out
Cause am I cheating on you?

Maybe I should stop this over analysis
Of all the facets of our relationship
But since you are far away
And you're not here to hold me
And I am really angsty
I have nothing to do
Cept write a song that I'll pro'ly never sing to you


What if you found out I was so neurotic
If that happened what would you do?
Maybe that’s why you will break up with me
And then I will date someone else
That I ll feel guilty about thinking about while we are dating
I should just break up with you first

But then I think about you and your smile
And how you eyes wrinkle when you are really happy
And I continue talking about your day
Maybe it just happens sometimes this way
And maybe that is cheesy like a stupid dumb love song
And maybe that is what this is
But baby Ill be talking anyway